There are many days I want to put an “out of order” sticker on my forehead and crawl back into my bed because I’m in a fog due to my Chronic Migraines that are seemingly not treatable with modern medicines however having a full-time job makes that a difficult task so I “push on”. Today is one of those days, I will walk in with my sunglasses on – in the rainiest of weather and sweats with my hair a mess and they will know that I feel like shit and to be quiet and not to stress me more than usual. The great part about my migraines is that I’ve figured out why I get them – STRESS I had one of the most stressful days of my life yesterday and felt the onset coming I thought I had it nipped before I went to bed but BOY I was wrong I woke up and couldn’t stand lights and was nauseated so I thought “Hey I’ll try that new Imitrex Nasal Spray that Neurology gave me – maybe that will help… NO It dripped down my throat ALMOST made me throw up and has not even dulled out my migraine – I’m not allowed to take it again for 4-6 hours (not that I want to) and by then I’ll be at work having to go through the maybe I will vomit maybe I won’t. At least I get some clay therapy in cause today is Art class that ALWAYS makes me feel 500 times better! Even on the worst of days! If I’m still dying by the time I get home I’ll take a pain killer and just lull myself to sleep – hoping that tomorrow will be different, just like every other migraine suffer!
